This is also a symbolic representation of the war going on inside the mind.

Wars are bloody, red, deadly, black, and force a rebirth, white.

It takes so much courage to stand and fight. And the paradox, I am discovering, is....

How do you fight a friend.
In borderline personality disorder, for example,
Your subconscious overcompensated so much in your life that it can't find the shut off button and even minute issues cause the over stressed fight or flight response.

And you do unintentionally cause hurt relationships. At the end of this path lies isolation. And in isolation, who is there... your subconscious. The only part of you that never leaves. Yet caused this.

Now, transitioning from perspective of enemy to friend, creates an entirely new way to view life and paradoxically enables you to heal and Regain control.

Having viewed the subconscious as an enemy, a parasite for so long, it's going to take work. Again. To recalibrate your mind. To heal.
But each instance becomes a battle in the war.

And the eventual rebirth signifies the eventual understanding that is absolutely necessary to recover. To repair a fractured mind.

And the painting....which by all accounts used 3 colors and should have been a mess... created a perfectly formed mind.
Perfect is itself an unattainable standard to hold yourself to. But he said. B.p.
We took em to Mars this time.

So. B.p. borderline personality.

We took em to Mars this time.

This time. We didn't fight each other. This time we embraced our long thought of enemy or hindrance as our friend. Our power. And only by working together and talking it out can you become one with yourself and truly heal.

The hidden message hear, is so courageous and powerful. It taught me the path to transform my own life.

Thank you lil wayne. For standing your ground against your illness and showing others that you can overcome it.

Chris Joyner
Op. Ks.